Irony....i'm not in the mood for it right now. here i sit, rather upset feeling a mix of anger, feeling depressed and completely lost at the same time. i have on my "Life's Good" shirt and right now i feel like burning it. to be blunt (instead of drawing out the suspense for why i'm peeved) i'm upset with both ayan and gabe.
i don't really care to do a "this one first" as i'm equally upset with them. been trying to calm down, let it go, and feel better all night. all i got was a sleep full of restless dreams, a cold sweat, and waking up feeling like i just won the county marathon. so, because it won't get off my mind until i type it out or e